Time heals

They say time heals all wounds...
The pain of a broken heart is sometimes hard to bare. Love alone has its down.
Your not suppose to ask why -- they say to learn from your past so your future is brighter
I keep wishing I seen the pain coming but I was thinking with my mind and not my heart -- you never stop loving someone you just learn to live without them

" He painted a perfect picture. The I love yous and miss yous gave me butterflies. No relationship is perfect so we had our ups and downs. But when things never seem to change where do you go from there? Do you stay or do you go? Many times I've asked myself why do I let him continue to be apart of my life? Love had nothing to do with it -- I fell comfortable to his presence; texting me, calling me, hugging me, kissing me. He asked me to give him time to change; to work things out -- you can't change someone into something their not, you love them for who they are or not at all. Time pasted and so did love, 365 days later the truth is visible. Tears run down my face, a river filled with pain, hurt, and loss. Why the other women, the lies and games -- Ive asked so many times to move on but you would say you could never let me go [selfish], I made you happy [lies] and you couldn't live without me [selfish]. The I love yous were nothing new so soon they were words with no meaning. Still at this time I sit and wonder why me and why did I not see it coming? You were good, I must admit. Played me for a fool -- they say what goes around comes around but I would never wish this pain on any ones heart. The man above knows I'm strong and he test my ability every day. I forgive you, I no longer hope for a apology from you but that you recongize your faults and become a better man."