Bartender?

So no questions asked Im going to bartending school and looking for a bartending job after college. I need something new and exciting. This will be a fun adventure and I don't mind the drunk`n monkeys, the stalkers, and the regulars that are always there every friday night.

It will probably take time before I get to bartend at any clubs or events but im willing to wait.

can't wait

P.S. grey goose is my fav!

walk the distance

walk the distance and run that mile.

My future is clear and the road is endless; full of opportunity and success waiting ahead.

watch my steps and leave me to this road I must take.

Need a distraction

Its hard to go on with my day and enjoy this freedom when the past is heavily on my mind.

My heart is heavy and I just want the feeling to go away

I need more than hope to get over him.
Its crazy how the heart works, although it gets hurt it still stores the love you had for that person.

I just want to erase my memory. All that Ive known of him were lies -- Im not even sure who I was loving and why I continue to think of him.

grrrr it upsets me to think every word was just a lie.

So where I am now I need to change, and I thought the best thing would be something to distract myself. Maybe even a get away.

So my first thought was to do boxing

I guess it can help with my anger -- pretend his face is the punching bag.
Most deff a good work out =)

But then I figured well if I want to relax rather than beat down a punching bag I can go to the spa

Seems really good. Time to relax and be around nothing but positive energy.
But would I lay there and think of him?

What about starting my own garden?

I don't have much of a green thumb but I could try.

Thats all I can do is try...

South Sectional Champs!

Congrats to the Oliver Ames Women's basketball team!

The most exciting game ever -- I found myself jumping and screaming like a mad woman!

My sister is only a freshman on her way to the state title.

Playing at the garden on tuesday -- yes where the celtics play

History in the making!

Breakfast

I love breakfast -- Dunkin Donuts to be exact

blueberry muffin

jelly donut

hash browns

everything bagel

the works =)

Time heals

They say time heals all wounds...
The pain of a broken heart is sometimes hard to bare. Love alone has its down.
Your not suppose to ask why -- they say to learn from your past so your future is brighter
I keep wishing I seen the pain coming but I was thinking with my mind and not my heart -- you never stop loving someone you just learn to live without them

" He painted a perfect picture. The I love yous and miss yous gave me butterflies. No relationship is perfect so we had our ups and downs. But when things never seem to change where do you go from there? Do you stay or do you go? Many times I've asked myself why do I let him continue to be apart of my life? Love had nothing to do with it -- I fell comfortable to his presence; texting me, calling me, hugging me, kissing me. He asked me to give him time to change; to work things out -- you can't change someone into something their not, you love them for who they are or not at all. Time pasted and so did love, 365 days later the truth is visible. Tears run down my face, a river filled with pain, hurt, and loss. Why the other women, the lies and games -- Ive asked so many times to move on but you would say you could never let me go [selfish], I made you happy [lies] and you couldn't live without me [selfish]. The I love yous were nothing new so soon they were words with no meaning. Still at this time I sit and wonder why me and why did I not see it coming? You were good, I must admit. Played me for a fool -- they say what goes around comes around but I would never wish this pain on any ones heart. The man above knows I'm strong and he test my ability every day. I forgive you, I no longer hope for a apology from you but that you recongize your faults and become a better man."